• Tuesday, December 6, 2011 4:50 PM
CNB Flash Drug Game!
It was only released a few days ago and i have already been addicted to it! Even though initially i a was attracted to it by the prize, but now after trying it for so many times, i kind of got addicted to it hahas! So i would urge my readers to also try out the game, Not only for the prizes, but to also learn more about drugs information while having FUN!!!! Here is the link to the game page https://www.facebook.com/lifedoesnotrewind?sk=app_211108522282772.
Labels: Funfunfun
• Wednesday, August 3, 2011 8:08 AM
Gosh what a great Birthday Party I had last Saturday and i guess its the best one till now!! Want to thank all those who have made it possible by coming and im really really happy to have you all at my house!! Although initially i wanted to celebrate on the actual day with somone special for the first time in my life, but i guess i just don't have that luck too ehhh... Anyway here are some of the pics, Enjoy! XD
Hmmm i guess i have to somehow let somone know how i feel so as to relieve abit of that stress within me. These few days have been rather tiring, stressful and worst of all moody. Tiring is because of the long hours in school, typing and looking at all those codes, having to finish 2 projects on creating our own games with the datelines rather short period. Stressful is because im always worrying that i might not not have done enough improvements to push up the score im gona get, or that im afraid i might not even finish on time!! Another issue thats been bothering me is the upcoming POL-ITE Bowling Competition which is like in 3 more days!!!! My performances have been unstable, somtimes good, if not quite jialat... I really would want to get at least top 20 or achieve a perfect game if possible so as to prove to people that im not just a useless and worthless person whose not good at doing anything =(
Regarding the moody case, well its always the same old cause, which is whenever i see couples, i will just have that fked up loser feeling in me. 18 years in life, and i have not successfully wooed a girl that i loved before. You must be thinking " woah what a loser" hahas well i agree with those ppl who thinks it that way, and recently i met up with my primary school friends and teacher, plus made 2 new bowling friends. They asked me whether i have gf and how many r/s have i been into, and my answer, was of course nope currently do not have and have not gone thru any r/s too. They were like kinda surprised that i have not actually gone thru a r/s before, as they say that im sucha a nice guy, good-looking (hmm maybe to them onli?), so why haven't i gone thru even 1 yet?
In my life, I have only loved 3 girls before, 1st has the Attitude, 2nd has the Cute factor , while 3rd is just too Gorgeous to be described in words. But unfortunately, Something funny will just randomly happen behind the scenes that will cause me to lose them. Till now, whenever either the 3 of u appears infront of me, on the front i would say no but in fact, inside of me i will still have that tingling feeling occuring in me, but i guess... its too late for me to make it up for all those wrongdoings that i have done uh. But well its ok, because you all taught me valuable lessons in life and have gradually made me become more ''matured'' in my heart.
Labels: imy ='(
• Friday, June 17, 2011 11:02 PM
Feelings
Lately i have been really confused, and really tired of life seriously. I keep asking myself why is it that life for me is just so "weird"? Cause its like i can be great with handling kids, playing sports, making new friends easily, but... why when it comes to finding love.... its just so hard and totally impossible that i could make it happen? In the past i can understand, because i do not really know the meaning of liking somone and loving somone, thus i will always act too harshly and just thought that treating her well by giving her sweets and buying gifts and such would be enough. But, i was wrong, not only that i didnt gain her, i also lost the trust of my friends where im always being called a flirt, thus since then, I do not know who was my true friends and who wasnt. All these years I really felt lonely not having somone who i can really share my feelings with and that i would have to keep them within me. So after accumulating so much troubles in me, It just really starting to get hard for me to bear with it all alone to myself. 2011, it really was a turning point for me, as i finally know the true definition and feelings of loving somone. But sadly, i fell in love with somone who i shouldnt have as she's already attached, and i was still hoping miracle would happen, but i was wrong , i shouldnt have tried to interfere with her heart and should just wish her well with her r/s. Because of that... not only did i lose the trust of her to me, i also lost the chance to become close friends with her again. Now we are just like hi and bye friends... :'(
P.S. I really missed the days where in school we will smile to each other when we meet, as its because being able to see your smile in school, was the biggest motivation for me to go to school no matter what! Lasly, I MISS YOU GORGEOUS HAHAS! =D
Not only that, I have also regretted of a decision i have made 2-3 years ago where i was actually in love with this girl, but at that time, i just wasnt really sure of it. And after she got into a few r/s, well honestly speaking, i was really jealous of her previous bfs when she mentioned about them, but well what could i do? Nothing. And then... Each time when i see how sad she was after her break-ups, i told myself i wouldnt want to see that sadness of her again, thus... i really had a stupid thinking inplanted in me, which is that i thought of i might not be able to be a good boyfriend who can really bring happiness to her, so in order to not hurt her feelings once again, i decided that i should just be her bestest and closest friend, or i can just treat her like my own sister to take care of. What a joke right? Now that i think of it, i was really dumb in making that decision, as an angel was just by my side all this while and i just didnt realised it. I should have just confessed to her before, get hold of her heart and try to bring the happiness that she wants to her. But now, im glad that she has really found somone that they both are in love with each other, and seeing how she smiles when mentioning about him, well first of course will feel jealous luh HAHAS!! but then again, im glad that shes really happy with who she is now and i will definitely give her my support with the decisions that she makes.
P.S. Im really sorry for not answering to my feelings and not cherishing you enough before, if not you wouldnt have to go through all the pains in those r/s. Thinking back on how sad you always are whenever u ended with ur bf, it just really pains my heart that somhow its because of me that u have to go through those hardships. So now, i will definitely try my very best to give you the amount of happiness that should have been given to you for the past 2-3 years, and that im glad to be able to be your closest male "Sista" to you HAHAS! SISTA FTW YEA!? Oh and lastly, you will always be the one and only XIAO LE LE in my whole life hahas!!! :D
Labels: 悲哀的感情
• Friday, June 10, 2011 2:01 PM
伤心
woah its 5am alrdy... And i still really just do not have the mood to go and sleep... been feeling rather down the whole day as i have not receive back a call, a text nor even a tweet from you... So our friendship just gona end like this? Do you know today i just cant really smile willingly the way i want to because deep down i just srly wana cry ya know... If i have done or said anything wrong to make u angry... which i think i have as my frens also pointed it out... im really sorry that i have made you angry or feel vexed, and i really do hope u will forgive me and just give me a text, call, tweet or apps will do alrights? I really miss you alot... especially the way you smile... :'(
Labels: 心痛
• Tuesday, June 7, 2011 6:35 PM
Weakness...
Hey...do you know that on tuesday i have been thinking of you during school hours, and it just doesnt feels right not being able to see u walking past my class or even during breaktime. Was down with serious flu at around 3+pm and was sneezing at 2 sneezes per 20 secs. People says that if u sneeze for once, which means somones talking bad about you behind your back, BUT if u sneeze 3 or more times, it means somone is thinking about you or missing you. So hahas I hope Som0ne was realli thinking about me and missing me :D Then along the way to Ced house was also disastrous... the whole journey i have been sneezing and nose was red in no time, feeling ShoShoshosososso darn dam hungry and sick =( Even after going home and bathed, i was still feeling not that well. So the feeling of having a bad flu + the feeling of hmm... emo? hahas what a bad combination of feelings for the night....
Today, it wasnt a great day either for me. In school, there was this retarded asss in my class which i dunno who kept on whistling out of tune, and there were 2-3 other guys while playing Game together among our own classmates, they were so into the game that they had to shout out wad happened blabla, totally irritated me to a point where i srly wana just stand up, look at them, and say out loud " EH can u all S.T.F.U anot!?" but no choice as i dont want to scare off my other classmates, all i can do was just bear with the noises. Next was when u told me he walked you back, and u didnt reject him this time, so yea how i wish i can be the one sending u back instead. Then at night, had a small arguement with parents over dinner, and after eating and coming back to my room, i just sat down, and yea , my “水笼头” started to open a little, then i just kept on thinking, why do i have to go through all of these always..... JUst take 1 simple example, which is the girl that im in love with and is serious about it, always have other guys that loves and woos her too, or even worse that shes attached. Its like damn man why do i always have to go through it the same way, and the final result is always.... haix...
Just now, was on PhOne with a very GorGeous lady, None other then ZELENE RAQUELLE LUCIA, and same as always too, she was the one who talks the most so as to keep the conversation alive, and im like there, either stoning to think what to say, or i will find smtg to say but it just wun continue for long. She was talking about this guy, Randy that she got to meet him in person recently, where they had been together, drank with each other, and just will have topics to talk about with each other. She too mentioned that Randy just knows how to dress well and have a pair of eyes that have been complimented so much by our classmates, so its like woah here pops out another guy who just knows how to make Zelene happy and to feel comfortable with. I mean , how am i suppose to be compared with him right? We are like so differnet kind of guy but hes those kind of guy that really suits her well as they have alot of stuffs in common though. So after she has finish saying what she could have said, my mind totally was blank with ntg else more to say... so that was when she went off to sleep and ended the call...
TO Z: hey.... im really sorry that i always have just so little things to talk about, and that always have to make you think of things to say so as to keep our conversation alive and kicking. I really really sincerely Honestly want to chat with you cause just by listening to your voice can my mood happier and better instantly. But when i always have nothing to say, i will seriously just squeeze my head and brain and tell myself "eh comon Alvin think of something la u idiot! Fasta Fasta!!" but i just cant get anything to my mind. But im really glad that even though you know that im like this, you are still willing to chat with me over the phone during the many nights for the past months and I really really am glad that i got this 荣幸 to 认识到你, 让你进入了我的生活， 让我的生活变得更有趣也更有意义了！^_^
Labels: 讨厌我自己。。。
• Monday, June 6, 2011 5:47 PM
SORRY TO MY 2 LADY BOSSES FOR NOT UPDATING FOR AWHILE ALREADY, because i guess im just always too lazy to do so hahs! :p Sooo first I will mention bout Saturday. Went out to meet Congle and Wenting, then took mrt to Wisma to get her phone back. Along the way, i was suffering alot and ya noe why? Cos Congle and Wenting bullied me, with Congle being the bigger bully =( Then she asked, "eheh so wads the secret with you and Zelene that u didnt share on your blog" But i really couldnt recall what did i not add into the content, but it really was'nt much, think it was just somone with some pervetic thoughts =p So after we got the phone, we walked to Cineleisure to go get what CONGLE have been CRAVINGGGG for.... THE BEST FRIES IN TOWN! But as we couldnt decide on the spot what to eat, we initially wanted to eat at long john at scape, but then.... when she saw that there was a flea market.. SHE TOTALLY WENT CRAZY!!!! so ke lian de wor and wenting had to tag behind her ass and do some flea shopping. MOSTLY 99% of the stuffs was for girls , so i was like having so much ''fun'' brushing my butt with peoples arses and getting knocked here and there. In the end, my 2 sistas didnt buy anything, and we went to get CONGLE's BEST FRIES IN TOWN!! Crazy fella with crazy crave hehe =x Then, we walked to 313 to had dinner at LJS den proceeded to take train back to clementi. Roamed around clementi mall as it was still quite early. We went to BHG where CONGLE wanted to browse for some bras, still wana pull me along with her and say "You are our sista right? so which means must go in with us HAhaas!" But of cos i didnt Step into the bra section luh siao hahas! Next we went to Cotton On, Congle got her a piece of spaghetti strip top, then the 3 of us got ourselves a pair of slippers cos its $5 only! (will upload pic when i get home ) Afterwhich i sent them back home first before i go and meet friends for POOL!!! Overall i dunno was it luck or was i just DAM pro that day hahas!! i can do quite some highly skilled moves and the ball really went in WEEEEE~~~~ hmm maybe i need to play with Pr0 people then i can play at my 101% of standard. Oh and after i got home and went on fb, i chat with a friend of mine whom i saw at SCAPE, and guessed wad did he say man hahas. "not bad ar got 2 girls tag behind you also, so who are those chiobus" Waseh first time hear one of my fren say they CHIOBUS WOR!! HAPPY MAH CONGLE AND WENTING HAHAS!!!!!! Finally Chengshou cheng mei nu le and not some Xiao mei meis Hahas!! :Þ
Sunday, hmm stayed home the whole day as i have to finish making my SURPRISE No.2 as promised to ZELENE RAQUELLE LUCIA. I started at 5pm and damn... didnt expect that i will take so long to finish it hahas... cause i have to cut lotsa petals , den slowly paste them neatly, and the whole process only ended at 3.40am (well including dinner time and some watching tv here and there) But sadly, it wasnt really a perfect one that i have imagined, so treat it as a prototype and i make sure the next one would be a Better one! So yea hope that You really liked my surprise no.2!! XD
• Friday, June 3, 2011 11:09 PM
Confused
Haix.. been having this vexed feeling lately with the confusion in my heart for you. Guess that i am falling in love for you deeper and deeper.... I do not wana lose you and of cos will wana earn your heart eventually. But i asked myself, in what position am i to woo you? im like so off the league in comparison with your other guy friends, and secondly, i myself am not sure too whether will i be able to give you the happiness that you want and not suffer with me. Then, after i told you abt this and hearing ur replies... i felt that you were right and that i should really try to make changes in those aspects. Oh ya, i almost forgotten, i finally dreamt of u tho hehehe... i dreamt that we were walking somewhere, only you and me and no other friends around, forgotten whether got other public people around anot. Then we were like holding our hands tight, then i think we sat down then u/me hugged one another tighttight also hahas! other than that cant really rmb liaoz. Hahas! likea finally i dreamt of u uhhh :p So now i will definitely go and learn how to make dreams into a reality , turning wad i dreamt of last night into a reality! :Þ
Labels: dreams...
