Hey...do you know that on tuesday i have been thinking of you during school hours, and it just doesnt feels right not being able to see u walking past my class or even during breaktime. Was down with serious flu at around 3+pm and was sneezing at 2 sneezes per 20 secs. People says that if u sneeze for once, which means somones talking bad about you behind your back, BUT if u sneeze 3 or more times, it means somone is thinking about you or missing you. So hahas I hope Som0ne was realli thinking about me and missing me :D Then along the way to Ced house was also disastrous... the whole journey i have been sneezing and nose was red in no time, feeling ShoShoshosososso darn dam hungry and sick =( Even after going home and bathed, i was still feeling not that well. So the feeling of having a bad flu + the feeling of hmm... emo? hahas what a bad combination of feelings for the night....
Today, it wasnt a great day either for me. In school, there was this retarded asss in my class which i dunno who kept on whistling out of tune, and there were 2-3 other guys while playing Game together among our own classmates, they were so into the game that they had to shout out wad happened blabla, totally irritated me to a point where i srly wana just stand up, look at them, and say out loud " EH can u all S.T.F.U anot!?" but no choice as i dont want to scare off my other classmates, all i can do was just bear with the noises. Next was when u told me he walked you back, and u didnt reject him this time, so yea how i wish i can be the one sending u back instead. Then at night, had a small arguement with parents over dinner, and after eating and coming back to my room, i just sat down, and yea , my “水笼头” started to open a little, then i just kept on thinking, why do i have to go through all of these always..... JUst take 1 simple example, which is the girl that im in love with and is serious about it, always have other guys that loves and woos her too, or even worse that shes attached. Its like damn man why do i always have to go through it the same way, and the final result is always.... haix...
Just now, was on PhOne with a very GorGeous lady, None other then ZELENE RAQUELLE LUCIA, and same as always too, she was the one who talks the most so as to keep the conversation alive, and im like there, either stoning to think what to say, or i will find smtg to say but it just wun continue for long. She was talking about this guy, Randy that she got to meet him in person recently, where they had been together, drank with each other, and just will have topics to talk about with each other. She too mentioned that Randy just knows how to dress well and have a pair of eyes that have been complimented so much by our classmates, so its like woah here pops out another guy who just knows how to make Zelene happy and to feel comfortable with. I mean , how am i suppose to be compared with him right? We are like so differnet kind of guy but hes those kind of guy that really suits her well as they have alot of stuffs in common though. So after she has finish saying what she could have said, my mind totally was blank with ntg else more to say... so that was when she went off to sleep and ended the call...
TO Z: hey.... im really sorry that i always have just so little things to talk about, and that always have to make you think of things to say so as to keep our conversation alive and kicking. I really really sincerely Honestly want to chat with you cause just by listening to your voice can my mood happier and better instantly. But when i always have nothing to say, i will seriously just squeeze my head and brain and tell myself "eh comon Alvin think of something la u idiot! Fasta Fasta!!" but i just cant get anything to my mind. But im really glad that even though you know that im like this, you are still willing to chat with me over the phone during the many nights for the past months and I really really am glad that i got this 荣幸 to 认识到你, 让你进入了我的生活， 让我的生活变得更有趣也更有意义了！^_^
