Gosh what a great Birthday Party I had last Saturday and i guess its the best one till now!! Want to thank all those who have made it possible by coming and im really really happy to have you all at my house!! Although initially i wanted to celebrate on the actual day with somone special for the first time in my life, but i guess i just don't have that luck too ehhh... Anyway here are some of the pics, Enjoy! XD

Hmmm i guess i have to somehow let somone know how i feel so as to relieve abit of that stress within me. These few days have been rather tiring, stressful and worst of all moody. Tiring is because of the long hours in school, typing and looking at all those codes, having to finish 2 projects on creating our own games with the datelines rather short period. Stressful is because im always worrying that i might not not have done enough improvements to push up the score im gona get, or that im afraid i might not even finish on time!! Another issue thats been bothering me is the upcoming POL-ITE Bowling Competition which is like in 3 more days!!!! My performances have been unstable, somtimes good, if not quite jialat... I really would want to get at least top 20 or achieve a perfect game if possible so as to prove to people that im not just a useless and worthless person whose not good at doing anything =(

Regarding the moody case, well its always the same old cause, which is whenever i see couples, i will just have that fked up loser feeling in me. 18 years in life, and i have not successfully wooed a girl that i loved before. You must be thinking " woah what a loser" hahas well i agree with those ppl who thinks it that way, and recently i met up with my primary school friends and teacher, plus made 2 new bowling friends. They asked me whether i have gf and how many r/s have i been into, and my answer, was of course nope currently do not have and have not gone thru any r/s too. They were like kinda surprised that i have not actually gone thru a r/s before, as they say that im sucha a nice guy, good-looking (hmm maybe to them onli?), so why haven't i gone thru even 1 yet?

In my life, I have only loved 3 girls before, 1st has the Attitude, 2nd has the Cute factor , while 3rd is just too Gorgeous to be described in words. But unfortunately, Something funny will just randomly happen behind the scenes that will cause me to lose them. Till now, whenever either the 3 of u appears infront of me, on the front i would say no but in fact, inside of me i will still have that tingling feeling occuring in me, but i guess... its too late for me to make it up for all those wrongdoings that i have done uh. But well its ok, because you all taught me valuable lessons in life and have gradually made me become more ''matured'' in my heart.